this is me. i get up every morning and force a smile upon my face. i put on my makeup, attempting to cover up my swollen eyes, red from crying myself to sleep the night before. i lie, every single day. i tell people that i'm doing okay. i tell them i'm not hurting, when i'm dying inside. i tell thousands of lies every single day. telling stories about how much i hate you, how happy i am that this is all over, it's all bullshit. all of it, it's all fucking bullshit.
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