i have to say i believe it fate.

it brought me to you, and Ive been blessed to have you in my life.

i also believe that good things take time.

i waited and at the end of it; it was all worth it.

im the happiest girl alive, thanks to you!

i love the feeling of you doing things first out of your own choice, holding my hand, kissing me, holding me, making conversation. sure i will do it too but i just love the feeling of knowing its out of your own choice to move first :)

so tell me.. 

when people say he/she was over protective are you trying to say that they cared too much for you? when you say they're controlling are you trying to say that they just love you so much that they're scared they'll lose you?

yeah okay.. 

being protective and controlling can be a bad thing in a relationship but think about it, maybe they just love and care for you so much that it hurts them everyday just to think about losing you.

just like when people say they were too jealous? are you not grateful that someone actually notices the little things and they care for their own heart and dont wanna be hurt and that they dont want you getting all up on the opposite sex. relationships these days aren't what they used to be. and apparently when you love someone thats too much and not good enough and in the end the person cant win, if they weren't protective of you, you wouldn't be happy, if they didn't care about what you did and where you were, you wouldn't be happy. and if they got jealous because you treated someone else the same as what you treated them and someone special in your life gets that little bit more attention, and you treat someone else the same as you treat your partner your not happy? you just cant win. love just isn't enough these days.

i know we fight and i know we have our up's and down's which is defiantly to be excepted, but i feel like im in the wrong every time something's not right like i dont do enough for you, but then i think about it and i bend over backwards for you. i would do anything for you and you know that i will. you know how i feel about you and you know how much i love spending time with you. but one thing i dont think you quite understand yet is how much you mean to me. most chicks will turn around and say the common "no one will ever care for you the way i do" and yeah i will say it because you call me at 3am or 3pm and i will be there weather you 10 minutes away from me or 10 hours. i dont care. i will be there. you've caught me off guard and you've made me fall for you in ways Ive never felt before, its a feeling that i dont want to go away and i only want towards you. i feel you understand me and know me. i love spending time with you, your like my best friend. but i feel like im invading when im around. waking up in the morning next to you with your arms around me and knowing its you beside me makes my day, simple things like having toast with you in the morning, or even lying on the couch on Saturday nights and just watching a movie, i love having lazy days with you. your someone that i can be around and not be doing anything and not be bored. your a huge part of my life now. and i dont think you understand either. 

your hugs and kisses are addictive and like a drug. watching you sleep although its kind of weird to you, i love it, seeing you so peaceful makes me smile because your just so gorgeous, no matter what you do i see you as the most attractive guy in the world no one compares to you. i just wish you could show me that you want me, or want me around at least.. you know who you are and people reading this will also know who you are.  

i want to show you that you mean the world to me in different ways every day, i want to do crazy things with you and be myself around you. i need you around me, you hold me together when im about to break. you are like my rock and i love that. Ive fallen for you in ways i haven't for anybody else. Ive done things with you Ive never done before and the thought of knowing that your the first person i did that something with, makes me smile cus i dont want no one else but you, to do those things with because you make me happy and when i see you happy im happy. if you feel pain so will i. you feel excitement so will i; i will jump around in excitement with you. i can go on forever about how you make me feel and what I want from you and I; us. but i think you need to read this and read it until you actually know and start to understand what im trying to say to you. im trying to tell you that you are pretty much my other half. you are my rock. you are my babe. you are my best friend. you are someone that i love being around. you mean more than the world to me. 

you say jump, i say how high.

i love you.

my intentions are to love, care and adore you. 

but it seems thats not yours.

please dont hurt me.

im not going to hurt you.

so please dont hurt me.

okay dying because i want this.

i feel so ugly. ive never felt so down about myself.

Love doesn't need to be perfect. It just needs to be true.

you could say i dont wanna see my life without you in it. you make my days better. you bring colour into my black and white world. you make me smile without even having to say anything. you just make everything worth while. and i dont wanna lose the feeling you give me(:

play dirty.. best playing ;)

i dont think anyone actually understand how much i love these doggys :) im getting one when i move out of home :D cannot wait!

i dont think you realise how happy you made me last night.. the duration of the call was like 16 minutes but those 16 minutes me made me 16x happier than i was! your amazing! <3

get me the FUCK out of this place.. NOW.

i wont hurt you; im down for you baby.

^^^ click on it.. ^^^

you make me the happiest girl alive by just smiling at me.

this is killing me on the inside im just too stubborn to show it.

please dont push me away..

no one at my age should cry as much as i do.

its unhealthy.

you asked me the other day.. "why do you want me?" 
i thought about it after you asked me..
i want you because i see something in you that nobody else does. i know you have the strength in you to pull through and obstacle through life, i wanna be there for you when you need me.. weather its 3am or 3pm.
i want to show you things through my eyes and open you up to a whole different world that we could share. your one of the most amazing people Ive met in my life, you mean the absolute world to me that i dont think you quite understand. i want you because i see you for you, and i accept all you flaws and handle all the mistakes you make. i could go on forever on why i want you. but most of all i want you because you deserve the best there is and i wanna try my hardest to give you everything and anything. your a good person with an amazing personality and a huge heart. and i see things in you that most people miss.

i wish you could show me you want me.. cause i dont feel wanted or needed at all. 

it hurts.

dont give up.. dont give up.. dont give up.. dont give up.. dont give up.. dont give up.. dont give up.. 

i promise ill make it worth it by the time it comes round.

i love spending my days with you even if we dont do anything. you make my days. you put smiles on my face constantly and i love it. your amazing and im thankful your in my life.

argharghargharghargh. i f%$^king hate sleeping alone.

i would rather stay up all night than go to bed alone without you.

i hate being by myself at night. i cant stand it.

if i could reach up
and hold a star for
every time you've
made me smile, the
entire evening sky
would be in the
palm of my hand.

i wanna go away again.
i hate being stuck in this hole.

i love waking up in the middle of the night with you next to me and your arms around me. its simply the best feeling ever.