okay. im not stupid?

i know when something wrong..

the people who deserve nothing are handed everything.

so i dont think love is enough these days.. sad.

:L

ONE OF THE BEST THINGS
IN THE WORLD IS WHEN
HE HOLDS YOUR HAND
FOR THE FIRST TIME.

i have so much to say,

but when the time comes,

it sounds stupid and i dont

your worth everything i have. just to have one night with you in your arms i would give anything to feel that again.

you know what FXCK what others think. 

if people dont like the way i feel towards you then let them hate me for that.

but tbh i dont really care.. cus im happy! and thats all that matters to me.

nearly died because this is so bloody gorgeous!

i want a kitty from Santa :)

i know what im getting you for Christmas! :) just give me sometime and ill have a pressie for you <3

i dont want the holidays to end.. i really dont wanna go back to school :/

i love you Candice Bradshaw. 

your my big sister that has been there since i was 3 years old.

you mean so much to my family and I,

we all believe in you.

you can get through anything!

your a strong woman with 2 beautiful boys.

always here for you babygirl. 

i love you so much.

xxx

i really really wanna tell you but im scared you wont like what im going to say to you

tbh i always dream of a white Christmas. in new York or something, where the fire place is going and the snow is falling, and you have candle lit dinners and sit all cosy underneath blankets with the special someone in your life.

where you walk down the streets with all your coats on and scarfs and little hats :) and everyones so much more christmasy and happy! and the excitement gets filled around town.

what happens when your self esteem is so low; you feel like the ugliest thing out to the point where you dont want anyone to see you..

family is such a big aspect of everyones lives. and when someone needs help you need to listen and give them the help they're reaching out for instead of leaving it too late and regretting not being there and listening to what they need and before its too late they're gone. i love my family and friends. always here for any of you!

i wish you could see how it is behind closed doors, i dont think you'd believe what you'd be seeing..

i like it when you call 

me babe and put x's at 

the end of your messages.

these words may just bein my mind, but they scream louder than any words i say.

show me

what it feels like to be loved.

 haha love it! :L

i know im full of insecurities and

 disappointments, but i promise

you theres a part of me

 thats worth

keeping.

sooo.. i had 2 bad dreams last night, woke up in distress after the first one, then woke up crying after the second.. i hate nights like these.

She didn’t wish to be everything to him. She just wanted to mean something to him.

kinda cute(:

ive decided i want my hair this colour.

hey dont say that your one of the most beautifuls ive ever met in my life how could you say tht?? dont be jealous of anyone hun coz your better then that i love you because your beautiful on the inside and not alot girls are like that brooke inside and outside ok be proud of who you are and set example for other girls coz your more then capable of that. - Joe

this mae me cry and simply made me smile. i love my friends they are amazing. i could never do life without them.

i dont understand how love put two together but tear two apart..? i just dont understand..

so lay here beside me and dont let go

I know that the bridges that I've burned along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars that won't go away
And opening up has always been the hardest thing
Until you came
So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you
I love when you tell me that I'm pretty when I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody, but it's never too much.
I'm falling fast, but the truth is I'm not scared at all
You climbed my wall
So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you, off you, off you
So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
Oh, this feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you