the heart is the most powerful muscle in the body they say. yet it breaks so easily?

i dont understand this.. to me my heart hasnt been broken. its been crumbled, shattered, walked over, and betrayed. not yet has it been broken, close though.

i think everyone is scared of getting hurt, and i know for a fact in terrified.

once you've found someone special that you have gotten closer to and you spend alot of time with them and your mind is constintly thinking about them, its hard to think what life would be like without as you have adapted to the way they live and you have brought them into your life.

but you hold apart of you back because you know once you give that part of you to them, thats when serious trouble happens.. when they hold apart of you that you give to them thats fragile and the littlest knock can be the most painful crack.

you try protect yourself and put walls up to keep away the things that will hurt you, but truth is.. no one knows how to protect themselves emotionally; you get caught out many of times falling for someone quicker than you maybe would've liked and caring for someone more than you should.

but the best feeling in the world is knowing they feel the same, and you know that you and that special someone can honestly say to each other "im falling for you" without having to be scared of a reply of "i just want to be friends".

love is scary, weird and wonderful at the same time, and catches you out when you least expect it. but never lead someone on to the point where they're falling inlove with you, because once love comes into the situation, your fucked. your whole world gets tossed up in the air and you'r heart either gets the attention it wants or you get hurt. falling inlove is so much easier than falling out of love.