when i think of you i remember when I woke up in the middle of the night and i would know im safe where i am just because you were holding me throughout the night. i remember when we sat out on the front porch for about 2 hours and just talked about everything and you told me how you felt about me and what you want from me and us.. i miss watching you drive and smiling at you cus i knew that you were mine and that you made me the happiest girl alive, smiling randomly throughout the day at nothing but reminding myself that i had you to think about. i remember when you told me i was beautiful and that you cant wait to see me again, and how much you wanted me to be closer to you so you could come home from work and me be there for you to kiss and snuggle up too. i remember when you told me that i was the one.. and i believed every word you ever told me because you said everything i wanted to hear and you knew all the right things to say.. i miss how i could come home from school and you would text me saying.. im home my hunny call when you want.. and then we would talk for hours on end about nothing but stay on just because we didn't wanna hang up. when we webcam-ed each other and you promised me your family wouldn't be all around and surprisingly enough your family was around watching :) i miss how i would be able to text you during the day knowing i would get a reply. i miss you. i miss us. i miss everything. please dont give up on me. i didn't even get a proper chance to show you what this could've been like.. <3