last night i went to bed with tears rolling down my face, i hoped in and just let all the emotion flow, the tears kept coming and my heart just kept on hurting. why does this always happen to me! you tell me i haven't lost you but slowly you are drifting away, i know that im going to lose you and i dont know if im going to be able to cope without you. you make me so happy, you make my world a better place for me, you bring me sunshine and happiness, you leave and all that leaves. im hurt by whats happened and i dont know how to change it. im doing everything not to give up, i just hope you haven't cause once you have i may as well cause what am i fighting for and putting my all into if you've let go? Ive never cried so bad like i did the other night, i didn't even want to get up in the morning.. dont let me down please. i need you the most at this point in time and i hope i dont need to ask you to be there.. this isn't easy and i know it isn't for you, but if you mean all you said then i wouldn't be in this mess.